but you should know it was no vacation.2010 has been the year that has forced me to seek the truth. I've always believed that the truth will set me free...do you? Well, I'm not sure I feel free yet but I'll keep you posted.
For me, it's always been those moments that rocked me, brought me to my knees and left me empty, face to face with fear...those were moments I've always tried to avoid. I don't know about you but it was also those moments that have always tested my spirit. I believe we need to be faced with those moments head on, and with no fear, we need to step forward. It is the only way to live, really.
Have I wasted time? I don't know and I don't know at what point where I went wrong. But I forgive myself.
I wonder often if I'm making the right decisions but once I realize I'm living in idle and not in the moment, I jump! Make the a decision Kari...wrong or right, at least I am making one and not living in idle.
We will never really know will we? We will never really know what kind of impact our decisions will have on our lives or on others but as long as we mean well and they are with good intentions we can relax. We can put all the thought we have into the process of deciding but that does not guarantee a good outcome does it? Let it be...let it go and live.
I have fear publishing this. Letting you in my life for a bit but I will hit publish post and I will let it go. Who knows, I might inspire one person and that is enough for me.
I will be taking a quick trip to the ocean this week. Gain some clarity, be with friends and letting go all of my worries. My spirit tank needs to be filled and I'm ready for what the universe has in store for me. I've already passed up so many opportunities and that's ok...but let's try not to pass up anymore. Let's see what happens when I say yes to good things.
Take this journey with me! Stop getting in your head and try it already. I want to hear about it! It might have a bad outcome but you did it! In this moment there is life and in life there is power! -a good friend sent that to me...:)
I do believe we will be playing with make-up on the beach ! Photos will follow...
Love to you all...Kari
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